Written for the Black Rose Collection, but moved to the Recovery collection.

Day to day and night by night -

Trying my best to be alright,

Lonely and confused, I force a smile


Walls crashing down,

Picture frames on the floor


I look around;

There's smoke in mirrors -

And I'm staring back at myself,

With a sewn-up mouth and blackened fists;

I'm fighting myself,

Someone drag me from this labyrinth,

I can’t get out


Sometimes I think of happiness as a time bomb,

There's only so long -

To force a smile,

It's becoming wrong