I build walls -

Walls so high,

Ones that no one can climb

My heart,

It's throbbing in its lonely waters,

It was beating to the same sound that happens to be my mind

An imagination that's tougher than I am,

Tougher than the world I live in;

It has me barely holding on,

It's killing me to hang on when all I want is to let go

Tell me,

Will I be crying forever?

Forever at the evil in my mind?

I would talk for hours on end with my therapist,

But was it all a waste of time?

It hasn't changed my mind,

maybe I'll write it down